ME

So this past week has been pretty hard and burdensome on me. I won't go into details, but I'm struggling alot with forgiveness right now.

What I do know is that in this past week, I've had some great chats with "old" friends who I am finding on facebook (man I love facebook!), and one friend, he really enlightened me to thinking...

So what I've done is thrown away my pretense of perfection and have begun to embrace the flaws and follies of life, well, my life in general. I love me. I love who I am -my personality, my hopes and aspirations, everything that I can be and want to be. I am a good man. Many good things have happened to me in my life, and I believe many more good things will happen to me.

In many ways I am an optimist with jaded edges. I am a man full of conflict -both good and bad have their way with me. I wouldn't change a thing about who I am, and my struggles that have shaped who I am. When I look in the mirror now, I see a man that God has created --talented in his own rights, intelligent and full of love.

Regardless, of my faults, I am always believe I'm a good friend, concerned, helpful, loving, willing to go out of my way for others....I hope this person realizes what they are now going to miss.