Jesus & Sinners

I don't know about you, but what stands out to me most in the scriptures, namely the New Testament, is the great difference between Jesus and ourselves. Even the difference between those that have the best intentions, but those intentions can be misguided.

I'm going to relate how a passage in Luke can be so applied in our lives today:

The scribes and the Pharisees felt that those who had broken the religious and moral laws of Judaism were beyond the pale: they were to be excluded, ostracised and rejected. Their attitude was not only judgemental, not only condemnatory, but was also self-righteous. It was as though they had established a stockade with the righteous safely on the inside and sinners outside. The righteous would be safe from becoming contaminated by the unrighteous.

How different this was from the attitude of Jesus! Luke tells us that, without condoning sin, Jesus welcomed sinners and offered them forgiveness and love, and gave them understanding and care. Like a magnet, he drew the most despised members of society towards himself and valued their friendship. But, of course, he did more than that! Jesus not only welcomed sinners when they came to him, but he took the trouble to seek them out and meet them. No wonder that when the scribes and Pharisees saw Jesus in the company of such people they got very indignant and cross.

In response to their criticism, Jesus told people the parables of the lost sheep, and the lost coin. Elsewhere he also told them the parable of the lost son. All these familiar stories illustrate Jesus' relationship with the 'lost', and point us towards the central tenets of his gospel. But more: they also set markers for our relationship with God and with each other, today and every day.

Jesus welcomed sinners because he believed that God is love and that his ministry was to give human, visible expression to that love. For Jesus, God's love was more concerned with forgiveness and reconciliation and new life, a fresh start, than with condemnation, punishment and retribution. God's love doesn't deal with categories of people, whether they are righteous or unrighteous, but it is offered to every individual, to each one of us, here and everywhere else. There is worth in everybody. God's love takes the initiative in seeking out the loveless, the hard to love, and recognises their potential to become what they are: the children of God. This is the gospel for which Jesus lived and died. This is the gospel which so angered the scribes and the Pharisees who failed to see that, in Jesus, the old covenant of the law with its impossible demands had been replaced, superseded by the new covenant of God's grace. This is the gospel, which, in Christ's day and ever since, has transformed human lives into the living image of Jesus himself. The lost are found and the angels rejoice.

For us, as Christians, these parables are central to us understanding of the task which lies ahead. They clearly demonstrate the nature of God's relationship with us, one which we need to express in our life, our families and work today. The key is that God has no favourites. No one is more loved than another; no one is dismissed as 'worthless', the lesser half of no use at all. All are of equal value to God.

In our society, where we quickly categorise people, this is hard to accept. God's love is not influenced by the things that influence ours - race, gender, religion, politics, social standing, profession, or income to name but a few. God's love is not even affected by a person's moral standing, a truth which sometimes, like the Pharisees, we find hard to accept. Don't the good-living, upright, churchgoing citizens deserve more at God's hands than those (by our standards) who ignore or break God's commandments?

Sometimes it seems, on reading the scriptures, that God's love for the sinful, the despised, the marginalised and the outcasts of society is greater than for people 'of our sort'. I don't know, but could that be because those who are denied love by their fellows are more ready to receive God's love when it is freely offered? Or could it be that God, who sees into all our hearts, sees the hidden sinfulness of 'respectable' people - the greed, the pride, the envy, the self-righteousness - and judges it to be on a par with the sinfulness of those who openly flout the moral code?

In God's eyes all are 'lost', but all are loved; for to describe anything as lost means that we have invested it with value. It is this inclusive love which must be the heartbeat of our lives so that we worship and witnesse to Christ. No one, whether within or outside the fellowship, should experience cold rejection at our hands and none must be cold-shouldered or refused practical care. Different though we may be from one another in a variety of ways, we are all, by the fact of our common humanity, created, loved and accepted by God as we are.

Equally important is the truth that God never calls off his search for us. Wherever we are, whatever our need, God seeks us out to bless us with an experience of his love. We may ignore the evidence of his presence, reject him or, as Peter did of Christ on the Sea of Galilee, feel unworthy of him, but still he comes. He takes the initiative and comes to us in scripture, in people, in day-to-day events and in a multitude of other ways; he leaves no avenue unexplored, no door untried.

Well, what about us today? I think that this divine searching should reflect in our actions. Welcoming those that sin, rather rejecting them when they are brave enough to come across our threshold.

From the loving and the seeking it follows that when God finds us we become at home with him and with one another. When, in Jesus' stories, the lost sheep, the lost coin, and the lost son were found, they were restored to where each belonged - to the flock, to the women's treasures, and to the family. When God's love meets a loving response from us, then we, too, have restored the right relationship with him and all who believe in him. The gospel is, therefore, both individual and social; it proclaims that we are of supreme worth in God's sight, and also, that our worth is realised in a loving community, the family of God. No one stands alone: reconciliation, belonging and rejoicing are still our experiences.

When his opponents called Jesus 'the friend of sinners' they intended it to be an insult, but he took it as a compliment. His mission was prospering! The lost were being sought and found, the sinners saved, to give value to every individual. Without exception, everybody is loved by God, sought by him, and offered a place in his family. In that is life for us all.

So with my belief in this, I pray each of us remembers that Jesus is still walking on this earth amoungst the sinners, because that is where He finds his joy, his lost sheep, and helps them to return to the fold. We should do same.

For, I, Michael Henry Beltran, am also a sinner in my own ways, and I find comfort knowing Jesus is still near to me!

Music Overload

In December I bought a cd with the intention of giving it as a Christmas present. That didn't happen and I think it was meant to be. Last night, when I was finished with all my television watching and chatting online, I decided to listen to this cd, titled "Reflections of Christ" (the soundtrack-check it out!)

I began to ponder the trail of misdeeds and judgement errors I have left behind me in my lifetime. I thought about all the people I've wronged, harmed, hurt, offended or ignored. I thought about actions and words I may have done or said so negatively. Then, I thought about how many times the Savior has come to my undeserving rescue - all the miracles I have benefited from unworthily.

I reflected back to March 6, 1994 when I joined the church and was baptized, how long of road it has been for me!

While these thoughts overwhelmed my mind and tugged on my heart strings, the song "Come, Thou Fount of Every Blessing" played. I can't recall ever really hearing this song before, and if I did, I didn't pay much attention. But last night I did and one of the verses really got to me:

"Jesus sought me when a stranger,
wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
interposed his precious blood."

I began to gently weep - which isn't hard for me to do - I admit openly that I am quite the sensitive person and am prone to crying when touched or moved. I couldn't help it. Like the song says, "Jesus has sought me even when I have ignored him, left him or was trying to run from him. He calls after me by name, with open arms, waiting to see me and hold and protect me once more "

As my thoughts turned to the Savior the next verse hit me with just as much magnitude:

"O to grace how great a debtor
daily I'm constrained to be!
Let thy goodness, like a fetter,
bind my wandering heart to thee.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
prone to leave the God I love;"

I began to silently pray to God:

"Here's my heart,take and seal it,
seal it for thine above."

If that wasn't enough the following song was "Amazing Grace" - so obviously the same feelings swelled up within me. As I continued listening and lying in bed, other songs that sent powerful messages to me were "Be Still, My Soul" and then "Jesus, Lover of My Soul"

At that point all of this withholding of tears and sniffling and thoughts swirling around from my mind to heart through my soul got to me. I started thinking about the conversation I had online with Jenny just an hour earlier then I stopped listening and just let it out-I was compelled to kneel down right there to pray, but being I was lying in bed my laziness overcame my faith.

Once I was able to regain some sense of "normalcy" I pictured in my mind a group of small birds washing themselves in the puddles of fresh rainwater on the ground. Maybe I am weird or taking it the wrong way, but it just seemed to remind me of the Atonement. In some way, it seemed the Spirit was saying - yes, you have sinned and have wronged at times yourself and others - BUT - you can be cleansed, made whole again - Christ has died for you TOO and He will accept you if you will accept Him. Being cleansed like little birds fluttering in puddles of water while the sun shines down on them - it's a beautiful sight.

So, what's this post about? Simply that I know I have a Savior, no denying it, I'll never be perfect, I won't always do whats right, I don't have all the answers but, I do know I have a testimony:

I bear you my testimony that the Atonement of Jesus Christ is for everyone; yes, you and me too. He died for our sins, sicknesses, sadness, trials, tribulations, even our lost dreams and so much more - that's why it is infinite. I know that my Redeemer lives. I know that He knows me by name and loves me still. It's amazing and truly a blessing.